Don't Speak

You and me 

We used to be together 

Everyday together always 

I really feel 

That I'm losing my best friend 

I can't believe

This could be the end 

It looks as though you're letting go 

And if it's real 

Well I don't want to know 

Don't speak 

I know just what you're saying

So please stop explaining 

Don't tell me cause it hurts 

Don't speak 

I know what you're thinking 

I don't need your reasons 

Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories 

Well, they can be inviting 

But some are altogether 

Mighty frightening 

As we die, both you and I 

With my head in my hands 

I sit and cry 

Don't speak 

I know just what you're saying 

So please stop explaining

Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no) 

Don't speak 

I know what you're thinking 

I don't need your reasons 

Don't tell me cause it hurts 

It's all ending 

I gotta stop pretending who we are... 

You and me I can see us dying...are we? 

Don't speak 

I know just what you're saying 

So please stop explaining

Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no) 

Don't speak 

I know what you're thinking 

I don't need your reasons 

Don't tell me cause it hurts 

Don't tell me cause it hurts! 

I know what you're saying 

So please stop explaining

Don't speak,

don't speak, 

don't speak, 

oh I know what you're thinking 

And I don't need your reasons 

I know you're good, 

I know you're good, 

I know you're real good 

Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la 

Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin' 

Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush 

don't tell me tell me cause it hurts 

Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin' 

Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts 

Tired Happy Day

i need to woke up early in the morning today coz i had an exam for job that was held at uitm sungai petani, kedah.
the exam duration is 2hours n 30mins. So when i first knew bout this, i kinda goes like ' what the heck with the exam duration'.
then when i was in the exam hall i knew that 2h n 30m doesn't enough to answer all those questions.
who suggest the number of quests for the exam? it wayyy too much.
damn! damn! damn!
oh...well, it kinda make me felt pissed off. lol
i cant do the exam well, of course i would felt bad n mad.

on my way home i received a call from telecomm provider about my internet application n said they gonna do it today. (that was fast..i mean i applied it on thursday so i thought mybe around tuesday or thursday i can enjoy my internet).
so thats make me kinda happy. ^^

then...something great happen...i received a letter about my job application through SPA8.
i got an exam for my job application. yay! :)
so at least i still have hope rite.
i need to study for math n how to write essay. (coz i already forgot most of the basic skills. lol)
my exam is gonna be on saturday -10/4/10. nice number rite.
the exam start from 9am until 4pm (what the hell)
yeah, i know its really hard to find a good job. but 7 hours exam? come on...thats sux.
i feel happy about the offer...yeah i do. but again pissed off coz of the duration of the exam.
damn it!
thanks God i got my internet to make my mood better.
gonna cont my surfing in the internet beach. lol
chowz (^.^)v

Wow

This is the 1st time im updating my blog using internet through my phone. :)
Wow...i never realize I can do this by using my phone. Lol. Im such a noob :p. I had used my phone to on9 my facebook, but never try to surf anything else. Haha.
Well...today I went out with my mom. We went to town. I had apply internet for 1mbps. It cost rm99 monthly (T.T) No wonder TM soo rich now. Lol. Mybe I can use it starting next week. Yay! Im so happy bout it. Nothing gonna stop my on9 gaming except blackout :p.
Damn, its sure hot tonite. Hope that its gonna rain soon. Well its pretty late. Im off again. Chowz

lazy...lazy...lazy

lazy...the best word to describe me rite now.
i'm too lazy to update my blog (nobody gonna read these crap anyway. lol)
but still, here i am...typing my lil' story.

well...nothing change in my life.
im still jobless. aww...pity me
but i dont feel bad or useless at all. haha (well, not yet)

my cooking skills hv improved -->yay! ^^
but my english grammar still suck! haha
i need a really good english teacher to wash my brain n stuck a McMillan dict. in it.

my convocation is on 29/5/2010...
the same date my dad passed away (29/5/2008)
i dunno whether i should be happy or be sad.
seriously i do miss my dad damn much.
wateva happen life must go on rite?
gosh...talking bout this thing do make me feel gloomy

im off now...
see ya around ^^

busy day

i'm already finished my practical training last Thursday. yeaaaa (^.^)
so now trying my best to finish my practical report.
hopefully i can finish it tonite.
Gambate!

i started doing my car n motorcycle license today.
so i'm a lil' bit tired rite now.
but can't sleep coz by hook or by crook i need to finish my report tonite.
waaaaaaaaa....

the hate, miss n good things

Less than a week my practical training will end.

so NO MORE:

• wake up early in da morning
• waiting for da bus
• get stuck with people in da bus
• wet n cold coz of rain
• tired everyday

but, there is a few thing i would miss:

• chit-chat with da staff. its really a fun activity. hahaha
• eat at different places everyday. but every week i eat da same thing. (what different does it make?). but it still fun. lol
• wear 'baju kurung' everyday. im not dat type of person who likes to wear baju kurang (but i dont mean i hate it. i love it, its my culture n of course im proud). my mom will miss to see her only daughter wear it, thats for sure. sorry mommy.

and there is something that i hate:

• do my practical training report. every weekend im always busy doing my practical report. there goes my precious weekends. 

and of course there is always something good in return rite:

• i can officially declare myself free from student life n hold my degree. yeahhh baby
• i can go to s.alam to meet my ging. i miss him damn much.  
• i can do whateva i want. wasting my times. hahaha
• i can focus doing my car n motorcycle license (im proud of da fact that i dont have any license at the age of 24)

well...my times out end here. need to cont. doing my report. have a great weekend all. bubbye

Happy New Year!!!

Yeahhh....its new year. 2010.
i hope this year will be great for me n everyone else.
now im turning to be 24. (OMG)
but i know i will always look younger. hahahaha :p
i dont have much time to up date my blog.
so today is new year...so i guess i should post something.

by the way, i pass all my paper for my last semester.
:)
so now finally im going to have my degree.
but my mom want me to continue my study for my master.
maybe i'll think bout it later.

im still in my practical training until mid January.

i cant wait to end my practical and go to K.L

i miss my Ging soo much.

it almost 2 months since we last see each other.

so im really looking forward to meet him again.

right now im busy doing my pratical training report and some works from office.

im off now.

happy new year everyone (^.^)

"On My Own"

"On My Own"

See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know

And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

On my own [x6]

Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

On my own [x4]

M.E.R.D.E.K.A

At last...i'm freeeeeeeeeee \(^.^)/
im done with my last paper this morning.
so now im da most happy person. hahahaha
last nite i cant slept, only able to slept for 1 hour.
my head is spinning with headache rite now....thanks God i still manage to finish my last paper :)
i guess i just need a lil rest to clear my pain.
im soo excited to format my laptop n install window 7 (rite now im using vista)
ging promise to do it this afternoon
but i guess things may turn da other way around if u get too excited.
so that what happen to me...uwaaaa :(
have to stuck with vista again. Sux!

Rainy Day

Today i went out with my ging -->> just hang out around Shah Alam.
Our plan: having a 'yummy' big apple donuts by the lake.
But we had to cancel it coz da rain just keep on comin until nite. 
uwaa...really miss da time 'lepaking' by da lake. i guess i never has da chance again after this :(

but..but..but..we still had da chance to eat da 'yummy' big apple donuts.
it felt soo classic eating donuts in a rainy day. lol
cold and comfy 
really love da new cheese donuts with biscuits n cream (its in da middle of da pic)
one word: YUMMY!!!

Laziness

Got nothing to do today.
just reading manga, listen to music n have a chit-chat with my housemate.
got a few days left before my last paper this thursday, but still too lazy to study. lol :P
today my ging has a paper. Gambate lalink ^.^

im thinking of moving some of my stuffs to my aunt's house in 'putrajaya'.
but i don't wanna bother her n i think all the stuff enough to fit in my bro car -->hope so
i kinda addict again with 'big apple donuts' since their making many new delicious donuts. --> it make me completely in love just by looking at it! n da best part it taste really good too (except for few donuts which is not suit my taste ) :P
at last im able to rewards myself with 'big apple donuts'  with ging on last friday (6/11/09) -->thanks baby

Packing

i started packing my things today.

guess im too excited to go back home. :p

my bro mybe comin here on Nov, 13th.

so mybe im gonna head back home on 14th.

then my practical training will start on 16th.

awww....that a tough schedule T.T

but b4 im going back, i think im gonna spent most of my time with ging 

since we r going to be far away from each other after this.

then i hv to start a distance relationship with my ging :(

really hate it when i think about da fact that i couldn't see him as often as i want.

3rd paper

i just finished my 3rd paper this afternoon. yeaaa \(^_^)/

im doing quite okay -->after hard time memorised all the info. T.T

but it worth it. 

da examination room soo cold. 

my fren even asked them to switch off the aircond.

but they wont switch it off! 

i cant wrote n think properly bcoz its soo freezing cold. (thanks to da examination supervisor. boooo)

feel relief, just 1 paper left.

now really2 need a good rest.

dont wanna think about anything else rite now

(-.-) zzzZzZzzZZzzz

IML602

This morning paper is s.u.x!

not enough time to prepared the marc n double check da answer.

da worst....

still got paper tomorrow.

awww...

p/s: love da cartoon above. lol

Full

my stomach full...i just went back from dinner at the 'Syok-syok' -->> fried rice, mushroom 'tomyam' n watermelon juice. ^.^

i took da picture above at the 'syok-syok' (which is a candle that they put in the glass)

well...guess i should take a picture of da food too but im soo hungry n forget all about it. lol

im soo not in da mood to study today. lol.

busying myself with surfing n find some stuffs for my blog layout.

its been raining this few days which make my 'sleepy mode' always turn on. :P.

n rite now its raining again...

i have 2 other follower for my blog today....yeaaa :) --->> thank to yah n mieza

both of them are my classmate n house-mate.

well...time to push myself to study now.

gambate!

jaaa

Poor Mickey

i was studying late last nite.
too many things that i need to cover for exam.
my next paper is on 4th n 5th. -->>that mean tomorrow (0.0). awww
then suddenly i noticed my mickey at da corner of my bed.
he looks so alone. poor mickey.

i had abandoned him for few days.
after da exam i should sleep hugging him (i mean mickey) lol :P
really love Mickey Mouse since i was little.
and that mickey is a gift for my birthday from Ging (thanks baby. really love it!)
that is da biggest gift i ever had. ^.^

S.l.e.e.p.y.

i had to woke up early dis morning coz of revision class for my comp. cat. subjct.

while lect busying gving lectures in front,

me n my fren, mieza busying ourself by looking delicious food on da net. :P

really make me hungry. lol

so after class we straight away went to the 'Pak Halim' to ate.

now i'm back to my room n a lil bit sleepy (mybe coz eating too much)

i cancel my plan to go out dis afternoon with my ging.

coz he soo busy rite now with his final project.

so didnt want to bother him. -->although i miss him soo much :(

sleep mode: need to take a nap (-.-) zZzzZzZ

Finally

YES! Finally i managed to finished all my asgmnts tonite ^^.
soooo... happy...happy...happy...yeaaa
gonna rewards myself tomorrow.
thinking of having lot of Big Apple Donuts. lol :P
yummy!

1 follower!

\(^_^)/
yeaaaa.....got a follower today for my blog. lol
thanks Salen :).
i never thought someone would read my blog (coz its full of crap...haha).
rite now im doing my asgmnt...i had already finished 3 other asgmnts so dis would be da last. (finally T.T )

i had change my header image. its a strelitzia flower.
so beautiful rite? wish i could find it here.
first time i knew about that flower when i was 18 after reading an article (from newspaper)
since that I've been using that as my user name ^.^

so rite now need to cont. doing my asgmnt.
gambate!
jaa...

my 1st paper

finished my 1st paper for today.
still got 3 more to go. (chayok2...)
i start to countdown the day that i can went back home.
start feeling homesick. (mom...ur baby miss u)

i just play on9 game for this couple hours.
(well, thanks to my buddy a.k.a mieza comel (she really cute ^^) for let me know bout dis game)
its called darkorbit. im lvl 6...long way to go...
it make me forget bout all the exams and my asgmnt for a while.

now...need to go back to business...enough playing around for a couple of hour..
rite now thinking bout my ging.
miss him soo much. even thou we r soo near...but we haven't got much time to see each other :(
wonder what happen when we hv to go back to our home after finished study.

to my Ging:
ging...ging...ging...saya rindu kamooo...harap kamoo rindu saya jgk :)

done for today...have to start my asgmnt rite now...
perlu nekad untuk habiskan all my asgmnt mlm nie jgk.
so gambate kudasai.
jaa... ^.^